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I feel like time passes me too coldly
That it passes in me
Too
Slowly because everyone’s found a piece
Of inner peace
And my head is still searching
For the way it thinks.
I crave style, riled up over creating something
To exorcise my demons for a while
And I used to feel like light was climbing in,
But the skylight hides the horizon where my ideas
Are running thin.
I thought words would serve me,
But all they’ve done is served me
And I’ve tried to be wise
And I’ve tried to be clever,
Spinning in circles to put myself together,
Yet my isotopes
Aren’t getting better – I’m diffusing.
It’s like I didn’t wish for my fingers
To be filled with mysteries,
That there’s something missing of the universe
Installed in their memories
And if it’s too much to ask for more, I’m sorry,
But I’m all simmered out from writing drafts
So meticulously,
Only to find one breath later, they’re brimming
With hypocrisies.
That it’s not enough
To love
The way my fingers talk,
The way the words write themselves,
Rise up and walk
With verbosity, velocity, a mind for valiant cities...
Except I don’t take the sleep train
When it comes for me
But stay awake, flake over screens
Where stress can
Just
Abate me.
I crave style, riled up over creating
Carbuncles
But the paper folds like poker hands,
Overloads
Folding over
Ten-fold icicles.
So I dedicate this to the days
I wrote my first villanelle...
To ways I'd shaken hands with my writing style,
Knew it all too well.
That it passes in me
Too
Slowly because everyone’s found a piece
Of inner peace
And my head is still searching
For the way it thinks.
I crave style, riled up over creating something
To exorcise my demons for a while
And I used to feel like light was climbing in,
But the skylight hides the horizon where my ideas
Are running thin.
I thought words would serve me,
But all they’ve done is served me
And I’ve tried to be wise
And I’ve tried to be clever,
Spinning in circles to put myself together,
Yet my isotopes
Aren’t getting better – I’m diffusing.
It’s like I didn’t wish for my fingers
To be filled with mysteries,
That there’s something missing of the universe
Installed in their memories
And if it’s too much to ask for more, I’m sorry,
But I’m all simmered out from writing drafts
So meticulously,
Only to find one breath later, they’re brimming
With hypocrisies.
That it’s not enough
To love
The way my fingers talk,
The way the words write themselves,
Rise up and walk
With verbosity, velocity, a mind for valiant cities...
Except I don’t take the sleep train
When it comes for me
But stay awake, flake over screens
Where stress can
Just
Abate me.
I crave style, riled up over creating
Carbuncles
But the paper folds like poker hands,
Overloads
Folding over
Ten-fold icicles.
So I dedicate this to the days
I wrote my first villanelle...
To ways I'd shaken hands with my writing style,
Knew it all too well.
Literature
After Graduation, Job
What do I even say?
I'd rather be miserable and ill than go back to my job. I need a job, though, and I need a new one before I quit this one. Bonus: I did actually apply to jobs today. (Just not to any that I really want to work at). Am I just not looking in the right places? And I hate even thinking about it, because I don't know what I want and thinking about it doesn't motivate me, it just makes me miserable. More miserable. Desperately, ridiculously depressed, in fact.
So I think of other things. It doesn't make the depression go away, but the depression slides under and for a while, maybe I don't notice it.
Maybe.
Maybe I'll
Literature
Flares
I’ll turn 21 in Memphis Tennessee.
I’ll have spent several months living in a city,
Living with and assisting my grandmother,
While she recovers from a stroke, and muscular dystrophy.
Memphis is the largest place I had ever lived.
To me, a girl who has lived most of her life in either North Carolina or Virginia,
I expected less of a culture shock.
Both my mom and my dad gave me lectures and speeches on how to be more cautious and careful.
I listened, but assumed they were over exaggerating.
My parents told me to expect danger,
To be careful for myself.
Here, that means I can’t help other people.
It means I can
Literature
Easy/Difficult
Easy is to judge the mistakes of others,
Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes.
Easy is to hurt someone who loves you,
Difficult is to heal the wound.
Easy is to set rules,
Difficult is to follow them.
Easy is to dream every night,
Difficult is to fight for a dream.
Easy is to say we love,
Difficult is to show it every day.
Easy is to make mistakes,
Difficult is to learn from them.
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