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At the bus stop, jacket locked and dropped
Over my thighs
Like rain – skies tearing up
Ready for another blur and b-b-b-blurting out session
Dull midnight highwayman pulls over.
The origami doors fold out
To take me in
And after banter with the bus driver,
Double-decker sh-sh-sh-shakes
Itself awake
Like tea leaves.
The aisle is coated
In Metro and rain d-d-d-drops d-d-d-dropping
Atop heads and webs
And I'm greeted by mistakes
Loose change
And the braveheart mum who weans
Her baby off the idea that he'll ever
Catch a taxi.
Suprisingly
The Queen isn't
Smiling
Magnificently
In their eyes
Because they're blinded
By business of
Not
Being royalty
Or V.I.P
Or Someone.
And God is at the back,
Trying to s-s-s-speak,
But people put
A muzzle on
Him years ago,
Choosing to flow
Like the d-d-d-downpour
Forward -- Forward -- Forward
Without smelling roses.
There's no time for church
While the sky sh-sh-sh-sheds itself
D-d-d-damp and due
For more dew
Through and through
And the Calpol is almost out – the baby
Can't get ill again
Cos common folk c-c-c-can't
Afford to.
So they sh-sh-sh-shake
Rain off like umbrellas
Telling windows
Soon to be
Past
Condensate
Mirrors
That hope
Has gone
Monorail.
And all their movements
Are nothing but s-s-s-stutters.
Over my thighs
Like rain – skies tearing up
Ready for another blur and b-b-b-blurting out session
Dull midnight highwayman pulls over.
The origami doors fold out
To take me in
And after banter with the bus driver,
Double-decker sh-sh-sh-shakes
Itself awake
Like tea leaves.
The aisle is coated
In Metro and rain d-d-d-drops d-d-d-dropping
Atop heads and webs
And I'm greeted by mistakes
Loose change
And the braveheart mum who weans
Her baby off the idea that he'll ever
Catch a taxi.
Suprisingly
The Queen isn't
Smiling
Magnificently
In their eyes
Because they're blinded
By business of
Not
Being royalty
Or V.I.P
Or Someone.
And God is at the back,
Trying to s-s-s-speak,
But people put
A muzzle on
Him years ago,
Choosing to flow
Like the d-d-d-downpour
Forward -- Forward -- Forward
Without smelling roses.
There's no time for church
While the sky sh-sh-sh-sheds itself
D-d-d-damp and due
For more dew
Through and through
And the Calpol is almost out – the baby
Can't get ill again
Cos common folk c-c-c-can't
Afford to.
So they sh-sh-sh-shake
Rain off like umbrellas
Telling windows
Soon to be
Past
Condensate
Mirrors
That hope
Has gone
Monorail.
And all their movements
Are nothing but s-s-s-stutters.
Literature
After Graduation, Job
What do I even say?
I'd rather be miserable and ill than go back to my job. I need a job, though, and I need a new one before I quit this one. Bonus: I did actually apply to jobs today. (Just not to any that I really want to work at). Am I just not looking in the right places? And I hate even thinking about it, because I don't know what I want and thinking about it doesn't motivate me, it just makes me miserable. More miserable. Desperately, ridiculously depressed, in fact.
So I think of other things. It doesn't make the depression go away, but the depression slides under and for a while, maybe I don't notice it.
Maybe.
Maybe I'll
Literature
I think it's too late to wake up now
I'm on the "right" side
of this nightmare
as my hand idly reaches
toward the edge that separates
where choice is a privilege
or non-existent.
I can rest my head
on dreams that could convert
hard work into opportunity
where I'm hardly spared
a second glance
and the word 'no'
is probably at least 80 percent-based
on merit.
My virgin eyes are still blind
to bullet-ridden walls and shrapnel fodder
where I can walk free, without my eyes
reluctantly trailing behind me, but maybe I should,
and the only blood I've seen
is mine.
I am at the "right" side of this nightmare
not because the people in charge are doing things right
but because I happene
Literature
Medicine
I need my medicine
I'm acting a fool
I need to calm down
I need to be cool
It's happening again
I'm losing my mind
The longer this goes
The harder to find
I need my medicine
I need it now
I need to stop hurting
I need to calm down
It's gonna flare up
I'll say something dumb
It'll happen again
My heart will go numb
I need to calm down
I can't live this way
I need my medicine
I need it today
I've never been so normal
I've never been so fine
Now that I mention it
I'm falling behind
I've never been so emotional
Is this the real me
Is this who I am
Please don't let it be
I have feelings so vicious
I cry all the time
I can hardly control it
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Incidentally, inspiration came whilst seated on a bus...
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while i was reading this i really felt that i was sitting on a bus. xD well done recreating the whole travelling by bus feeling and i am only noticing it now, so please don't hate me for that, but you end almost every poem of yours with one or two lines max. and i'm starting to feel that that's a signature of yours. maybe if i would read a few poems with no clues who written which one, maybe, just maybe but i think i would recognize your poem by the ending. that's good, right? xD
anyways, well done, keep up the good job!
anyways, well done, keep up the good job!